when i say i’m ok

Written in the aftermath of betrayal, Dead Inside reflects on the painful realization that love can leave invisible fractures long before the heart finally breaks. Rather than chasing temporary distractions, the poem turns inward—finding healing through creativity, new routines, and the difficult work of rebuilding a life from the pieces.

moon

Sometimes loving someone means watching them drift further away from themselves. It’s Like Trying to Fly to the Moon explores medication refusal, heartbreak, grief, and the impossible weight of trying to save someone who won’t save themselves.

mainframe

You brokemy heart Confusedmy head You filled upmy body With lead that’s started To dissolve into my veins The toxicity is harsh And its driving me Insane, everyone Says im doingSo well but im I’m just maskingthe pain; have to Reprogram my Mainframe 9:21pm 6/10/2026 the ivory rose

heart

An illustrated poem about healing and becoming whole again.