so i am like
happy but sad.
relieved but mad –
im looking for a new way out
and the exits inside this
rocked in cave is looking bad –
the boulders caved in and
i was just looking for gems,
not to become buried, once again
just let me leave
my heart here
for the time being,
let it escape
from my chest;
just let me leave my heart
out of the water for a bit,
it will flop like a fish but at
least i’m somehow getting
through this
and i’m counting down the
daze in my mind back to
when i can read the signs
and know im realigned,
totally realigned.
written at 11:30am june 3 2026
by the ivory rose
